Wednesday, April 14, 2010

自编,自导,自演

电影,
以前在那里总是有人说,人生像一部电影。
编剧你人生剧情的人会是你,
序幕的开始其实很重要。
你要有明确的题材。
勿需题材也能成作品,
一部王家卫的艺术电影。

导演
是你自己,
或许他会是你父母和你生命中的关键人物,
他们会督促你的人,期望的成长。
你们的老板不知道算是在导演行列内吗?

配角
朋友,我觉得他们可以是你生活的配角,扮演角色可以是伯乐,也可以是恶魔,
通常恶魔会多一点。我也是别人的恶魔。朋友开心就好。

编剧
自己。你要怎样的人生,
你的想法在其中。
成功与否,都是自己的决定。

演员,
至于,你要如何去演绎你的人生,那就由你去发挥了,
我对自己的这部人生电影已经走到茫茫热海,发展空间需要一个方向。
一个方向需要计划,时间。
导航员,他说你没有指南针。我不能配合你这场戏。
有时候是演得好累,
还要在多个镜头进行多样式的表情,情绪,动作。
我该如何再继续呢?

有些人,开始一场人生演出时,过着的都是美好的。通常童话故事才是这样。
这可能发生在每个人的身上吗?极微之数。
人生本来就是如此。
曾经,有位师傅的口头禅,
我想他应该看破人生了的境界了,也接受人生常态。
世事无常,我们每天身边都周转很多人,很多事,生活琐事,
有时候,回头望望,
有时候,想想前面,
再看看现在。

Monday, March 29, 2010

单车

一首,la chanson de Eason
喜爱的歌,
谢谢欣赏。



“ 不要不要假設我知道
一切一切也都是為我而做
為何這麼偉大 如此感覺不到

不說一句的愛有多好
只有一次記得實在接觸到
騎著單車的我倆 懷緊貼背的擁抱

難離難捨想抱緊些 茫茫人生好像荒野
如孩兒能伏於爸爸的肩膊 誰要下車
難離難捨總有一些 常情如此不可堆卸
任世間再冷酷 想起這單車還有幸福可借

經已給我怎會看不到
雖說演你角色實在有難度
從來虛位以待 何不給個擁抱

想我怎去相信這一套
多疼惜我卻不便讓我知道
懷念單車給你我 唯一有過的擁抱

難離難捨想抱緊些 茫茫人生好像荒野
如孩兒能伏於爸爸的肩膊
哪怕遙遙長路多斜

你愛我愛多些 讓我他朝走得堅壯些
你介意來愛護 又靠誰施捨
任世間怨我壞可知我只得你承受我的狂或野


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

黄昏。夕阳。日落

已近黄昏,
昏昏沉沉,
原来那天我放工的路途中,
我望着bangi的highway,
我还偶然想起曾经在几个月前
骑着摩托车奔驰的感觉,

也记得
在bangi与kajang 途中,
轮胎爆胎,!
一切都太突然。
手机,
巧合的失去了它的通讯功能,
它休息了。
它不再可以用于沟通了,
电话改变了生活,
却流失了对话。

我很无助的只有望了望天空,
还记着, 那天的夕阳,
那天的金黄色遍布云层,
大道旁,一片空荒的茅草。
大大的一个工厂排污管,
我停留片刻,
只有好好的欣赏那一个傍晚的日落。
日起日落,
那天我问我了自己,我做么了?

托着拖着
那一个已经快要不成型的轮胎,
我知道它支撑不了多久,
它太累了,
另一辆摩托,一个印度人,
托着我笨重的铁马,
减轻了轮胎的损伤和负担,
回筹黄金三十两,
还是得付出代价的。

一路的风景,
一个人的心情,
一些不起眼的事情,
几个月前,几个月后,
应该没有多少人明白个中感受。
除非你是真正面对过的人

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

nothing is ...

no idea.
no direction.
nothing to write.
blank in brain.= brainless
leave some words on my blog
leave some feeling on my desktop.
typing couple words using my laptop.
life ar life ar..
unknown unpredictable unfortune.
throw away all un-
everyhings would be change a lot!

with a sight along the edge,
i'd lost my spititual mechanisim to generate perfect plan of daily work,
it is a pasionate of my life.
i need to find it back to my life!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

怀念十年的枕头

跟了我十年的枕头坏了,丢了,
认识十年的人又有如何呢?
我的枕头,
十年了,。
睡觉时,
失去它味道。
对于别人来说,
它的味道是那么的难闻,
它的造型是那么的邋遢,
它的用处是那么的奇怪,
它的存在是那么被遗弃。

对我来说,
毕竟是用了那么多年。
它是我用来垫脚板的,
它是多么熟悉的味道,
它是我用了有感情的,
那种感觉,遗失了。

为何人与人的关系,
认识那么久的人却是那么的陌生了?
那种感慨是无奈。

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Ordinary man with a Madness Mind

I have no idea what should i write here.
my feeling is complicated.
so much failure suddenly appearance in my life.
please...god, you are so kind.please ...don't everything that i most care and my most concern things suddenly approach toward me.and suddenly taking away from my life.
i can't breath anymore...

firstly,i get a job, but i won't get satisfactions and achievement throughout my work.i got it failure and mistake n mistakes again that i made.this make me frustrated.
i was naive to plan and expected to built an career with what i was expected to be.
Life doesn't get it so easy to be plan.and i found that time is limited.
There is a lot of mistake, failure, problems blocking you to be success. anyhow,you have to solve it immediately.Otherwise, the impact will be huge to be happening.everyday i have to make my mind clear.it's difficult.Once you got fail to solve all these matters.No one else will give you the second chances and forgiveness once you make your mistake by your own.Only choice you have to face will be accept the truth and realistic.
Out of the way, do you advice better solution?


I'd realized why religious going to be famous and so much believers.haha..
i found something.. something that not prove by anyone else.
human will not easily forgive to a person who made mistake.cause once you're making some mistakes, human will automatically store the perception inside their mindset.following will be misunderstanding on you whatever the decision or matter you're did, even though you are right or wrong, cause the perception and prejudice already exist.subsequently, if once you unable to solve it immediately,coming issue will be losing trust and unbelieved on you..so on...
that's why religious theory is created ideally for people to learn.
beside that, Do you guys agree my point of view?
--cause these are my point of view--.



what's make me feel i going to be successful person?
previously,i'm know i m ordinary person. i'm live my life with someone that i loved. i have a great successful career.happiness will be my daily reward.family always is my spiritual support.
Is it too ideal?everything is ideal like just a theory. how to execute is another things.

I'm getting lost on my path way to be success.Life's direction accidentally shifted in short term of time, i have to live myself at the corner of the roadside.Searching another way and life aim as well.honestly,
i hate this feeling!

this kind of feeling!oh..forgive for my rudeness.I'm going crazy and madness. I'm admit that I'm only a human being. sometimes I'm really out of control of my mind and emotional anymore.Learning is the way to achieve our success. what determination of success? I'm lost once again.

life's learning is a process to be go though day by day......
talk so much here,tomorrow morning back to work. i am still a ordinary man...

Monday, July 6, 2009

工作了

工作了。。。
生活改变了,
想法有点改变,
责任多了,
个人时间少了,
金钱多了,
睡眠自由少了,哈哈~

Who am i to say.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

4=5?

Today,my lecturer's question,how could be 4=5?
base on normal mathematical method to solve this question,4=4 finally,u will get 4=5.
oh.i was suprised about it. this subject is called real analysis.i'd reseat this subject now.
Base on my mathematical knowledge,i felt that i can't use normal logical thinking to solve it anymore.At this moment, i know what is called knowledge is power.you can create some theory that people believe u, then u will be success.no matter that is right or wrong.Most of the time, you can't even differenciate it is right or wrong.
when i m keep growing up,i felt there is No equality in this world. i have to accept.4=5.otherwise,u find out the mistake and theoreom to prove it is wrong.the question i've shown below.if anyone know exactly the answer please let me know.thanks.



4(-5) = 4(-5)
16-36 = 25-45
4
² - 9(4) = 5² - 9(5)
4² - 9(4)+ 81/4 = 5² - 9(5)+ 81/4
(4 - 9/2)
² = (5 - 9/2)² (completing aquare)
(4 - 9/2)² = (5 - 9/2)² (square root both side)
4 - 9/2
= 5 - 9/2
4=5 ?????



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