Wednesday, December 30, 2009

nothing is ...

no idea.
no direction.
nothing to write.
blank in brain.= brainless
leave some words on my blog
leave some feeling on my desktop.
typing couple words using my laptop.
life ar life ar..
unknown unpredictable unfortune.
throw away all un-
everyhings would be change a lot!

with a sight along the edge,
i'd lost my spititual mechanisim to generate perfect plan of daily work,
it is a pasionate of my life.
i need to find it back to my life!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

怀念十年的枕头

跟了我十年的枕头坏了,丢了,
认识十年的人又有如何呢?
我的枕头,
十年了,。
睡觉时,
失去它味道。
对于别人来说,
它的味道是那么的难闻,
它的造型是那么的邋遢,
它的用处是那么的奇怪,
它的存在是那么被遗弃。

对我来说,
毕竟是用了那么多年。
它是我用来垫脚板的,
它是多么熟悉的味道,
它是我用了有感情的,
那种感觉,遗失了。

为何人与人的关系,
认识那么久的人却是那么的陌生了?
那种感慨是无奈。

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Ordinary man with a Madness Mind

I have no idea what should i write here.
my feeling is complicated.
so much failure suddenly appearance in my life.
please...god, you are so kind.please ...don't everything that i most care and my most concern things suddenly approach toward me.and suddenly taking away from my life.
i can't breath anymore...

firstly,i get a job, but i won't get satisfactions and achievement throughout my work.i got it failure and mistake n mistakes again that i made.this make me frustrated.
i was naive to plan and expected to built an career with what i was expected to be.
Life doesn't get it so easy to be plan.and i found that time is limited.
There is a lot of mistake, failure, problems blocking you to be success. anyhow,you have to solve it immediately.Otherwise, the impact will be huge to be happening.everyday i have to make my mind clear.it's difficult.Once you got fail to solve all these matters.No one else will give you the second chances and forgiveness once you make your mistake by your own.Only choice you have to face will be accept the truth and realistic.
Out of the way, do you advice better solution?


I'd realized why religious going to be famous and so much believers.haha..
i found something.. something that not prove by anyone else.
human will not easily forgive to a person who made mistake.cause once you're making some mistakes, human will automatically store the perception inside their mindset.following will be misunderstanding on you whatever the decision or matter you're did, even though you are right or wrong, cause the perception and prejudice already exist.subsequently, if once you unable to solve it immediately,coming issue will be losing trust and unbelieved on you..so on...
that's why religious theory is created ideally for people to learn.
beside that, Do you guys agree my point of view?
--cause these are my point of view--.



what's make me feel i going to be successful person?
previously,i'm know i m ordinary person. i'm live my life with someone that i loved. i have a great successful career.happiness will be my daily reward.family always is my spiritual support.
Is it too ideal?everything is ideal like just a theory. how to execute is another things.

I'm getting lost on my path way to be success.Life's direction accidentally shifted in short term of time, i have to live myself at the corner of the roadside.Searching another way and life aim as well.honestly,
i hate this feeling!

this kind of feeling!oh..forgive for my rudeness.I'm going crazy and madness. I'm admit that I'm only a human being. sometimes I'm really out of control of my mind and emotional anymore.Learning is the way to achieve our success. what determination of success? I'm lost once again.

life's learning is a process to be go though day by day......
talk so much here,tomorrow morning back to work. i am still a ordinary man...

Monday, July 6, 2009

工作了

工作了。。。
生活改变了,
想法有点改变,
责任多了,
个人时间少了,
金钱多了,
睡眠自由少了,哈哈~

Who am i to say.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

4=5?

Today,my lecturer's question,how could be 4=5?
base on normal mathematical method to solve this question,4=4 finally,u will get 4=5.
oh.i was suprised about it. this subject is called real analysis.i'd reseat this subject now.
Base on my mathematical knowledge,i felt that i can't use normal logical thinking to solve it anymore.At this moment, i know what is called knowledge is power.you can create some theory that people believe u, then u will be success.no matter that is right or wrong.Most of the time, you can't even differenciate it is right or wrong.
when i m keep growing up,i felt there is No equality in this world. i have to accept.4=5.otherwise,u find out the mistake and theoreom to prove it is wrong.the question i've shown below.if anyone know exactly the answer please let me know.thanks.



4(-5) = 4(-5)
16-36 = 25-45
4
² - 9(4) = 5² - 9(5)
4² - 9(4)+ 81/4 = 5² - 9(5)+ 81/4
(4 - 9/2)
² = (5 - 9/2)² (completing aquare)
(4 - 9/2)² = (5 - 9/2)² (square root both side)
4 - 9/2
= 5 - 9/2
4=5 ?????



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