I have no idea what should i write here.
my feeling is complicated.
so much failure suddenly appearance in my life.
please...god, you are so kind.please ...don't everything that i most care and my most concern things suddenly approach toward me.and suddenly taking away from my life.
i can't breath anymore...
firstly,i get a job, but i won't get satisfactions and achievement throughout my work.i got it failure and mistake n mistakes again that i made.this make me frustrated.
i was naive to plan and expected to built an career with what i was expected to be.
Life doesn't get it so easy to be plan.and i found that time is limited.
There is a lot of mistake, failure, problems blocking you to be success. anyhow,you have to solve it immediately.Otherwise, the impact will be huge to be happening.everyday i have to make my mind clear.it's difficult.Once you got fail to solve all these matters.No one else will give you the second chances and forgiveness once you make your mistake by your own.Only choice you have to face will be accept the truth and realistic.
Out of the way, do you advice better solution?
I'd realized why religious going to be famous and so much believers.haha..
i found something.. something that not prove by anyone else.
human will not easily forgive to a person who made mistake.cause once you're making some mistakes, human will automatically store the perception inside their mindset.following will be misunderstanding on you whatever the decision or matter you're did, even though you are right or wrong, cause the perception and prejudice already exist.subsequently, if once you unable to solve it immediately,coming issue will be losing trust and unbelieved on you..so on...
that's why religious theory is created ideally for people to learn.
beside that, Do you guys agree my point of view?
--cause these are my point of view--.
what's make me feel i going to be successful person?
previously,i'm know i m ordinary person. i'm live my life with someone that i loved. i have a great successful career.happiness will be my daily reward.family always is my spiritual support.
Is it too ideal?everything is ideal like just a theory. how to execute is another things.
I'm getting lost on my path way to be success.Life's direction accidentally shifted in short term of time, i have to live myself at the corner of the roadside.Searching another way and life aim as well.honestly,
i hate this feeling!
this kind of feeling!oh..forgive for my rudeness.I'm going crazy and madness. I'm admit that I'm only a human being. sometimes I'm really out of control of my mind and emotional anymore.Learning is the way to achieve our success. what determination of success? I'm lost once again.
life's learning is a process to be go though day by day......
talk so much here,tomorrow morning back to work. i am still a ordinary man...
